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"Can you say...'Goodbye biatches!!!'..." [18 Apr 2005|06:57pm]
[ mood | Fucking powerful... ]

So lifes been hell lately with the whole decision of going to hawaii or not. I really wanna go..my dad gave the suggestion of not going to PROM and going to hawaii...if he says that! i'm saying FUCK YEAH!...i'm going to hawaii biatches!...Then take off in a red convertable with the top down says..."Alright LATERZ"...<--- in the way i say it. Lmao..

 

So yeah...i forgot this weeks TAKS!...it's dumb really we're gonna be having a science tutoring thang tomorrow...and then the math and then the history and then the scienve portion...Oh well...FUCK i have to go do dishes that i don't even DIRTY!...FUCK FUCK FUCK...

 

Oh i forgot...

 

Ok....BIG FRIENDS CUT!...(for me at least.)

 

Well Denise, if you can't guess...that's you. All i have to say is, just put a bag over your head, and I'm taking you off my friends list, cuz.... Yo' Fired!

Sowie but thats really blurry...but you can still understand it.

Steven, being an asshole never pays off! :hint: thats why your so alone...and yo' little "wing" shit...it's not gonna happen, so my advice is to be nice to girls...oh yea call this place to get help with your issues Tel: 1-800-273-TALK

***It's a real number by the way...***

 

 

 

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"Don't die on me..." [30 Mar 2005|09:53pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I HATE FUCKING KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!...Chip tell that to ian...cuz he is one.

Oh and all you people that talk to him, and also talk your shit, FUCK YOU GUYS! u guys are jerks, i mean it. And stop talking your shit, u have it all wrong!...my gawd even people i thought were sweet still talk shit. WHO KNEW!...

 

I'm no fucking slut u bitches!

 

Lisa.

P.S. my mother has a tumor and it may be cancerous..i can't spell, but yeah i cried for hours...this is horriblr horrible day!

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"happy birthday babe!"---that cracks me up... [29 Mar 2005|12:04am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i'm so fucking tired...it's 12:06 am or is it pm..i don't even memberm i have school morrow...i'm so gonna die.

it's juan's birthday...happy birthday BABE!...hahah j/k

i met a new guy.
first date: friday!
i can't wait.

Lisa.

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"Speed up!!!!! Oh gawd.... plz up...." [22 Mar 2005|11:30am]
[ mood | very very scared... ]

DAMN i need some alone time. i'm tired...today at like 1:30 in the morning i woke up, and looked at the clock. i saw 1:32 am so clearly and i was like, "Shit i have my contacts on!" so i got up fast and took them off, it omg, was so fucking swary! i stood there and i could sware i felt my heart beat, from where i was. i was freaking out cuz it wasn't beating fast. IT WAS SO SLOW....even right now as i'm writing this, tears come to my eyes, cuz of how scared i was, i even feel my heart beating so fast, but yesterday it was slow...like omg i can't explain i felt so scared all i did was breathe in and out, i guess to get more oxygen into me....i literally felt like my heart was going to stop.and when it was beating slowly all i could thing was"Plz speed up...oh gawd plz..." i felt like i wasn't going to wake up in the morning, i couldn't fall asleep, last night scared me so much and i just wanted to be with all my friends, everyone was going thru my mind yesterday, even the people i rarely tock to...*sigh*

Maybe i need some water.

I'm tocking with a friend that i haven't talked in forever i didn't realize how mush i've missed the guy, so yeah i need to do this cuz gabriel is afraid of the angry buffalo...thang...idk what i'm tocking about. :)

Ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or absurd. I have to answer them honestly, because otherwise I'll be struck down by lighting or be attacked by a herd of purple buffalo (nasty buffalo) or something. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you. The penalty for noncompliance remains the same. Lightning of the Gods or purple buffalo.


Lisa. <333

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"Your someone so unforgettable...i wish u were in my arms once again." [08 Mar 2005|06:27pm]
[ mood | lonely... ]

well life's been kinda...bad. i really need something in my life. something great. something i can look foward to doing or speaking to someone or even if it's just spending time doing it. shit it could even be taking up smoking pot or some shit like that. i just need something. or maybe it's just a new crush. thats what i need i need a guy.........ugh....a new guy in my life would be great

Anyways so yeah. today was ok compared to other days it was freaking boring. and i think my brother or my mother is home so i might be ending this alittle shorter than i want to.

My National Honor Society thang is going great.....cept for the 4 unexcused abstences that i have on 2 of the days....UGH!...thats the only thing holding me back. me and my mother made this awesome essay and it's freaking good. well compared to some of my other essays i've done in the past. the essay was done for nothing. i really hope my dad will just lie like he said he will do tomorrow and say i had a consulors thingy i had to go to....*sigh* i really need to clear my life and start over. maybe thats what i need to do...i wish you could go back in time or maybe just freeze it enough so people can forget about some of the things i've done or anything.

Yesterday was really bad. i felt horrible and like 3 people made me feel even worse. they kept saying all this shit i shouldn't have done with hamster and i'm just like..."c'mon already it just wasn't meant to be!......" i felt really bad. i mean we weren't. i think i friendship had moore communication than the b/f and g/f thing we had going on....man i talked to steven more than i did with hamster!...ugh i'm tired of it all. and every night i lie in bed there's only one boy that comes to my head. (woah that rythmed) anyways it's cwazy it's been about a month and a half and i still can't get him out....i really miss him. i can't believe i let it go so easily...i shouldn't have, he was sush a good everything. listened, conservsationalist, kisser, hugger, everything. i wish i could just speak with him once. i think i've tried but he's never answered my im's i send him...i wish he would read this.

So right now i'm talking with paulie over here, and i told him i would fit him into my journal to make him feel important, hes the chief photographer for our school yearbook and he takes really good pictures of sports, so i'm proud of the guy. i realize i've been friends with paul since elementary. man thats so awesome i can't believe that actually. i've grown away from so many of my friends it's not even crazy.

Oh so i was talking to a few people afterschool yesterday, and they think i'm gonna get "most changed" for senior year...i mean everyone tells me i used to be the biggest bitch in the whole wide world!!!!.....which is really bad. made me feel like i needed to be slapped in the face or something. so anyone of you who's see my bitchy side now...that's how i was when i was in middle school all the way thru my freshman year....i can't even believe that. i think what made me change was when i came to live with my dad...i mean people who really know me don't you think so...it was basically my sophomore year that i changed right?!....i need to go...do something else. maybe just sit and stare at the screen for a while and hope this guy i miss will talk with me... :( ...

here's a song that absolutly makes me cry...Collapse )

Lisa.

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"Joo know..." [21 Jan 2005|07:41pm]
[ mood | i'd be like "woah!"... ]

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